I've bit my nails down to none,
they told me it gets easier. . .
But sometimes It feels like its just begun.
Some days I'm alright,
Others I grow tense, I wait around my phone,
but when you call, my thoughts never make sense.
I've grown impatient, fighting with my head and heart.
Its not our first journey, But these miles have torn me apart.
My bed is empty, and I'm not as strong as I pretend to be.
And sometimes all it takes is a stupid song, to get to me.
I miss your face, I miss our fights, I miss you, I miss our life.
I know nothing's going to change at this very second,
even when I think there's hope for you, hope for I.
Our arguments throw me into a corner,
I breakdown, and I cry.
I don't know why I was so stubborn, or why you had to leave. Why didn't you remember, when your gone, my hearts shallow. There is no beat.
I will always love you, after every tear you've made me cry. You will always be my most favorite hello, and my hardest goodbye.
