I Am A Liar But I Didn't Lie About This

I am a huge liar, but I swear I didn't lie this time.
I feel terrible for what has happened and I wish you will just believe me, but I know you won't give in easily.
I'm sorry for what has been done in the past, but what done is done and there is no taking it back.
I knew I should of been faster to make sure there would be no harm done, but I couldn't move.
I was frozen in fear because of what was on that phone.
I would never call you that, I swear!
I wish you and him will forgive me, but it is already out there for the whole world to see.
I just want you to forgive me, but I know you won't forgive me now and I will wait until the day you do.
Now we are no longer friends and I am sorry.
I know I have lied in the past, but I'm not lying about this.
Your guys know the real me, but yet you two think I am lying.
I am a liar but I didn't lie about this!

I wrote this poem for Kaeden Lara and Kayla Cool. I just want them to forgive me and let us be friends once more. I am so sorry and you two will always be my best friends!