Becoming an Angel

I'm not sure what to make of here,
My eyes are open and my thoughts are cold
I see what I know,
It's foggy
Unfamiliar

I'm trying to recall what happened last,
Not much is coming to my mind,
Why can't I remember
It's blurry,
Unsettling

Wander further, this is my house
but it's not my home
family photos gone
shadows cast
Unrecognizable

Remembering lights, a scream
why can't I recollect more
I want to understand
It may help
Unamused

I'm seeing people I know,
talking, trying to get attention
screaming, crying
just listen
Unanswered

Squealing of tires, its coming back
the smell of rubber, feel of glass
I remember now,
I'm dead
Unbelievable

Running farther, faster, flying
tear stricken reflection
in the mirror
non-existent
Unfair

Allow everlasting peace to form
breathe new air, serenity
acceptance is key
It's my time
Unleashed

Soaring through the skies, fog gone
family's mourning, but time heals
I know they'll be O.K
so will I
Unafraid