I'm lost and confused,
Vanished. I came back selfless and abused.
I'm alone, sad, mad and such and such,
Maybe I care too much.
I want to say its going to be alright,
But death smells so close tonight.
I sometimes wish I could take my own advice,
Why would you even listen to me twice?
Everything I love evaporates,
I give up.. its too late.
Distraught is waiting for the helpful,
What is left for the hopeful?
Whats left for the one with the pretty smile?
The one that would go that extra mile or just to stay awhile.
We all just want to be noticed,
But those nights were always the coldest.
Dreaming of anything that could make this better,
But the further you run they still never piece together.
If I had one more moment, it'd be you.
Just promise me that I'm no fool.
Hold me tight, make the bad feel alright.
You're my drug even though we know
How its going to turn out,
We crave the pain, that's what its all about.
In all honesty, I don't know what I'd do
If you were to ever disappear,
...I'd lose myself here.
Hello's are the worst. For we wouldn't have goodbye's,
Or have that love for some day dies.
