A Four Year excuse

A broken soul? A broken world?
One secret gone untold.
Punishment,
or excuse?

Broken world or great cover,
for one who doesn't wish to discover?
Opportunity,
or just a lie?

Living your dream or buying time?
Not wanting to face that, that is mine.
False bravery,
actual fear?

Create conflict by being honest?
Or Keeping status quo by being modest?
Desiring punishment,
or wanting acceptance?

Going threw friends only wanting,
in the end all you get is taunting.
life of honor
or life of fulfillment?