I am completely alarmed,
In a thousand ways harmed.
To see you in this new state,
Walking toward a new fate,
And as you left you closed our gate.
Your fake, an aroma your proud to wear,
You quit me, and left me there,
Your unfair, and unaware,
That I'm still here
Withstanding constant waves of pain.
And a distorted growing fear,
That I'll forever exist
On the other side of the Mirror.
Looking in on a life that was once mine,
NO! I AM NOT FINE!!!
I am cracked, yet mostly burned,
And from it, yes there's scars I've earned,
And the years are deemed to always
Turn.
I'm here....
And I'll always know,
He Brings Pain...
Copyright Amber Nichole Reedus
November 17th, 2010