I know the beginning was tough,
We would always fight and bicker,
We kept telling each other "I hate you",
The lies just kept getting thicker.
I know I never meant it,
Through my lies you saw,
That I really never hated you,
I was just afraid to fall.
We kept saying hurtful things,
Right to the very end,
I never told you how I felt,
For this my heart won't mend.
My head kept screaming hate,
My heart told me love,
You were like my guardian angel,
That was sent from above.
I'm sorry for never showing,
That I love and care for you,
You live so far away now,
There's not much I can do.
I hope it's nice there,
I hope you're not in pain,
I hated the day you left,
It was making me insane.
I cried for hours that day,
Hoping you'd breathe again,
I know you're in a better place now,
So this is goodbye, my friend.
I wrote this poem about two years ago for a really good friend who died of cancer...its completely true..its the way our relationship went..I regret not telling him how I felt...and it took me forever to actually even look at the poem I wrote...but today is a sad day I lost my other really good friend...she took her life on Sunday 10/28/10...I wish I could tell her so many things as well but I won't get the chance to...
Don't waste your time with people, you'll never know if it'll be the last time you'll see them...cherish life...
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R.I.P. Jason and Katie--I will miss you both very much...
