It's my Birthday.
I should be happy..
But I'm not.
I'm still falling to pieces,
and I can't make it stop.
I cried in the car on the way to school this morning.
I don't wanna see your face.
I can't.
It to hard to understand that your really gone.
I tried to shut everything out..
To turn off all my feelings for you.
I tried to make myself forget.
Forget about the first time you said "I love you".
Forget about the first time we kissed..
Forget about how happy and safe I felt when I was in your arms.
I tried to stop writing about how I feel about you.
It just gets harder.. ):
