It's Just Gotta Be Complicated.

My Life's coming to an end,
The world get's darker and darker each day.

The rut i'm stuck in,
It's taking my head for a spin.

My heart aches.

I don't know what to do,
I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere .

I don't know where I'm going ,
But I'm scared to talk.

Where's God?
Nowhere.
Nowhere to be seen.

I don't know
Who to turn to,
Where to turn,
What to do,
Or when to do it.

I hate how difficult
Life has to be.

I want to give him a shot,
But I love the other one.

I hurt him every day,
Trying to push him away.

But I don't know why?

I guess it's just another part
Of me that I think Is Not-So-Great.

Why can't this be simple?
Why can't this be simple?
WHY CAN'T THIS BE SIMPLE?!

No, It's gotta be complicated.

Where to go from here?
I'M LOST,
I don't know where to go!

Selfish?
Maybe.

But you wouldn't understand.

(Wrote sometime in October.)