Stuck Between The Two.

This is something,
That I can't explain.

This is something where,
I don't feel pain.

Dreams and nightmares,
Clashed into one.

Love and lust,
Is just a part of this
Wild game.

I don't know who to chose,
And yet I'm stuck in-between you two.

I don't like hurting anyone,
I don't care even if they deserve it
Or not.

Please dear God
Let me make the right choice.

My hearts telling me Billy.
But My hearts telling me Trent.
Is this a "follow your heart" situation?

I just want to ignore the fact that
I'm stuck in this rut,
And restart these whole two years,
And go my own way.
But who's to say it won't turn out good?

(Written in October.)