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I sit and watch
The world float by.
Wondering when
I should even try

My hearts does ache
My heart does bleed
Only for hope
That some will see

I wonder what
The world does seek
In people like me
Whom just sit and think

I've bowed my head
I've torn my heart
Just to lay in bed
And fall apart

When the night does come
My heart does sink
For all I do
Is lay awake and think

I think of times
When life was good
I think of songs
To fit my mood

And one thought
Always ebbs back into mind
That maybe its time
To just not try...

Give in and give up
That what I wish
If anything
I could do

But never the less
I try and try
To give myself a chance
To cry and cry

Its is after all
Just one more night
And in the end
Just one more thought....