Mommy were did you go?
one day was full of sun and Popsicle's,
the next was full of beats and fights,
I miss the hugs,
the laughs,
the girls day,
but they left like you,
some days you peak through that sick mask,
then the next second i get slapped,
your insane,
bipolar,
a mess,
but its not your fault,
its mine,
for being alive,
there is a funny twist in our story,
inst there dearest mom?
you passed on the gene,
the one that makes me cry,
slit,
lie,
and get sick,
so when does it end,
were do we hide when the pills fail,
we are i this together mom,
you and I,
the amazing daughter mother duo,
all pumped with sick white rocks,
full of hate,
running around with a head full of monsters,
you cry and hit them out,
i let them leak out of me,
and scream them out of my soul,
cigarettes calm the insanity,
but not enough,
one day its going happen,
ill cut to deep,
the last thing ill say,
as i look up at the person who stabbed my heart,
is,
Mom?
