Untittled 8

A kiss
Is what I long for
Sweet bliss
Is what I wait for
It will destroy me
It simply can not be

He left
I need to forget
The feelings I have felt
The feelings I still feel
My heart he held
My heart he killed

Little does he know
How far I want to go
To snatch him back
And never let him leave
But I can't have that
I need to believe

Please
Tell me you hate me
Tell me I'm ugly
Make me cry
Make me scream
Just please

I can't take missing you
I can't take loving you
I can't take thinking
Of times when we were good
I can't keep sinking
When you strike my mood

My heart is in pieces
I have not one thesis
Of how to put it back
Of how to react
When you call
When I fall

Someone please catch me
The next time I fall.