Failing at Life

Feel like crap
Don't know why
Tired of living...just wanna die.

Go away
just disappear
To a place thats not quite far or near.

I wanna die
Or just lift and fly
To my own world up in the sky.

So sick of crap
Burdens piled in my lap
Tired of fake people flapping their yaps.

Tired of existing
I swear somethings wrong
My hearts always screaming the same twisted song.

But no one hears
They ignore your tears
Cause they never expect you to expose your fears.

Fake little friends
Ugly little lies
So sick of no one caring I just wanna die.

Stupid corny smiles
Aren't supposed to hide
Your messed up life or your pain locked inside.

Don't wanna take my life
Because I don't wanna go to hell
But I don't wanna live
Cause I'm stuck in this cell...

I wanna die
but I wanna truly live...
Something in this back wards games gotta give.