I cant stop crying
Its getting harder to breath
Im scard from the voices in my head
I take my only friend
This sharp razor blade
That been with me my hole life
As i cut i want more
I cant feel the pain
I cant feel the hurt
I draw pictured in my skin each line tells a different story
I want to end my life
THis girl cant handle much more
I want to be me
But i dont even know who me is anymore
I feel so lost
Everything feels so dark
THing just dont seem real to me anymore
I want to run I want to hid from myself
I cant trust anything
I am scard
All alone i ask god to stay with me tonight
I just cant face anything
I relly dont know why im still here
The pain kills me more each day
What is happing to me
Im angry i cant be happy
Im sad i cant be loved
Im crying cuz i know im slowly dieing
Everyone tells me i came so far
I cant possibly try and harder than i am
My life is a fight against myself
