If You Only Knew

If you only knew
What I've been trying to tell you
If you only would try to understand
Maybe then you could comprehend
What I'm feeling
It's terrible this feeling I have
I know it's not joy or that I am sad
It's loneliness I'm sure of it
I tried to push it out of my mind
But these sad thoughts won't seem to quit
But you
You'll never understand
I've been trying to tell you
But you won't ever try to comprehend
You look at my face
It's all a lie
All I ever want to do
Is break down and cry