I want to find that guy that puts a smile on my face,
not a mask,
I want a guy to hold my hand,
not to make me cut my wrist,
I want tears of joy,
not pain,
I want to live and not wish for death,
I want a day full of rain,
I want to dance,
sing,
run,
laugh,
all I want for Christmas is a break,
a time to think,
recollect,
and to figure out this life.