What is this happenin to me, fcuk. I hate it, i fcuking hate how everything urned out. Maybe its my fault, but for the last time, i wanna give up. i wanna. why cant everything come out naurally, why does it have to come out wrong. If im hereor not, how does it make a difference. how if i am not ment here for a good reason to anyone, for a good care. Im sorry God but i ust say i failed. Failed you completely. When i never made anything right. All these feelings will consume me and eat me one day!
