To Fallon.

As i slowly spiral down

upon to hells gates.

I look threw my memory,

my photo album of mistakes.

Along the pretty pictures

i drew hearts around your

face, and in my little broken

heart, youll always have a place.

I remember all our laughter

your memorys make me smile.

And as your miles away from

me, its all i got for a while.

I know we'll never talk aqain,

But your voice still runs threw my

head. All the pretty lies,

You have ever said.

I see now you never loved me..

But your all i ever did..

Sometimes its better to walk away..

You have to let go of it.

This pain is like no other..

Im numbed cant you see?

It stops my words right at my throat.

It dosent let me sleep.

It causes Tears to freely flow

And marks beneath my sleeve.

What can i do to forget you?

Make these emotions leave.

Its like im trapped under ice,

Im just a bout to drown.

I lost my self in misery

and in lonliness im found.

I lost the one thing

that brought me to life,

if only i could bleed you

out of my life.

I hate to have to forget you

but if not ill surly die.

I lost my better half,

Im afraid i wilt up inside.

For with out my sunshine,

Ive only seen Rain,

This isnt may showers.

It brings Memories and pain.

I fell for an illusion..

But its not just your mistake.

I thought i could hold on to you

but i as well was a hard pill to take.

But i can admit i took you for granted.

But deep inside baby i knew..your all i ever wanted.

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