The heat of a never ending argument
The strangling feeling of tasks unmet
The pull of stress from being over whelmed
It just gets to you
wave after wave
you struggle and fight for life
what happened if you gave up and floated away
freedom? bliss?
Pushing that huge weight up a hill
thinking just one more step just one
and it will stay and everything will be okay
No you yell and scream and cry
but that boulder will never stay
You will keep pushing
driving yourself beyond what is expected
but what happens when you fall short?
the boulder shoves you back down a few paces
at that thought my race races
I worked for those steps
and yet its not enough I'm still at the bottom