I Can't Stay.

It has never been about Me.
As much as you think so,
I'm doing this for you.

Believe me, hurting you,
is the last think i want.
But it is inevitable.

Yes, i led you on.
And yes, i let this go on.
But believe me, i know.
I know i'm selfish.

Keeping you, was never a choice.
But i had to hold on. Even if,
it was for this short while.

My past holds me back,
I can't let you love me.
I just cannot take your love.

A wounded little girl,
lives deep inside of me.
And i must let you go,
Before i hurt you.

I know i'm hurting you.
And i'm sorry, truly.
But if i were to stay,
I'd hurt you even worse.

You see, i'm afraid.
What runs through me,
Where i come from,
I don't want it to affect you.

You just have to understand.
A cheaters, adulterous, deceivers
blood runs through me. And i can't.
I can't run the risk.

What if i do the same to you?
What if it does run through me?
What if i am capable of all that?
No, No ,No. Can't risk it.

I know i'm hurting you.
And i'm sorry, truly.
But if i were to stay,
I'd hurt you even worse.

I love you. Honest, i do.
And i know it sounds Cold now.
But i'm doing this for you.
I'm letting you go.

I Love you.
But if i stay,
I'd bring you pain.
I'm sorry.

I Can't Stay.