Now time has past and I'm finally realizing it now,
my life is so much better with out you, I don't know how,
I do miss you and I'm so sad, but I couldn't be happier,
I don't see how my life could get any crappier.
I'm ready to become a parent, I'm guessing your not,
there's so many things for you to learn, but you cant be taught,
hope one day you see what your leaving behind,
maybe sooner or later you will realize.
some one out there actually really loved you,
and would have done anything, anything for you,
good luck in life, I hope you finally become free,
Ill just forget all the things that I know could never be.
Hopefully you realize its to little to late for us,
I know my life without you will only ever suck,
but sooner or later Ill have to move on,
one day these memories of us will all be gone.
Don't ever forget about your precious kids,
the only blessing god truly ever gives,
I know your mad at me for telling you good-bye,
don't take it out on your kids, who will one day ask me "why?".
"Why isn't daddy here, mommy?' our kids will one day ask,
and Ill have to remind them everything about our past,
then I'm sure you'll want to finally come home,
but it'd be to late, you'll just end up all alone.
Because by that time, Ill be over you, like you were over me...
********************************************** when I wrote this poem I was still in love with him except he was over me.. I decided to be strong & end this relationship that to me was a torture.. I decided it was time for me to be strong for the sake of my kids.. && ever since Ive been staying strong for them. I thought my life with out him would only ever suck but I'm actually really happy.. =)
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