Why do i feel this way

by Kelwin lost in thought   Dec 21, 2010


Why do people look at me,
like i am not worth living
like i am not worth helping
like i am not worth saving
like i am not worth believing in.

i don`t understand this feeling
that is bottled up inside of me
why do i feel this way
i feel like no one cares
i feel all alone

but i know that there are things worth fighting for
i will never back down
i will not give up ground
i will fight for what i believe is right
i will not show i am scared

i will not show my scars
that covers my arms
i know what i am here for
i know what to live for
i know who to die for
i am never alone i am never afraid

i don't understand this feeling
that is bottled up inside of me
why do i feel this way
i feel like no one cares
i feel all alone

but i know that there are people
who will do anything for me
i know that they care
i know i am not alone

i know who i am
i am a fighter
i am a friend
i am a human

why does it seem like no one can get along
why cant everyone love and not hate
but in the end we all die
we all lose the people who we care about
all we can do is do our best
to make this a world worth living in

and to show that we care
that we care about each other
that we don't want to fight
we don't want to be sad
all we want is to be happy

but there will always be misery pain and fear
we need to show that we can get over this
we need to keep going on
no matter how hard it gets

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  • 10 years ago

    by Cara

    Omg... this made me cry... and i be thinking that way all the time... nice poem

  • 11 years ago

    by FallenSkyler

    Kelwin this is very amazing I choked up when I read it

  • 11 years ago

    by Let It Be

    Im different from you because i ask why and then i dont care what their opinions are its what i think of myself. And i show my scars proudlt because it shows when i let other opinions conform my personality its the physical chains. I stopped cutting casue i started being myself.

  • 11 years ago

    by Roses Bleed

    I love that you effectively communicate the pain that you feel in the beginning, then steadily went to a higher place, but you still had the hurt. I know this well, you may be over it, but nothing really goes away.
    "i will not show i am scared"
    Great piece right there, and probably my favorite! keep going, I love you writing so far ;D

  • 11 years ago

    by Aubrey

    Very nice.....I like that your not giving up....that's very brave...I know it's hard to be.....when you feel like the worlds against you.....but keep believing....and it will.all.work out:)

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