Stars in my mind go out like a candle in the night,
Black holes of fright are too much to fight.
I watch on with curious contempt as you disappear.
I shake off my feelings, an insincere delight, I
want to crush you into infinite bits of conscious shite.
I often wonder if I could survive the fall from space,
the outer limits of my imaginations face. I stare into
nothing, hoping the vacuum will consume us, maybe then
I could have a piece of the cosmos all for myself. Somewhere
your shadow cant follow and swallow my defining elemental trace.
Just shut up and be quiet, listen to the silence of my wishes
and don't question my existence, leave me in peace, let me
strive without cease, be original and fresh, a billowing success
but your here again, standing in the crowd dressed in a
corporal shroud, frozen in time, my sub conscious mind.
If I shot myself in the head you would laugh before I'm dead,
off to a fireless hell re-imagined in your honor
You play the advocate and I the sinner, tormenting me
relentlessly for you are the truth I cannot escape, the choices
I paved created a hideous grave in which we are now slaves.
