Had u, lost u

I had u, loved u and all too quickly i lost u.
u were so good to me, told me the other guy will only love and leave had i known i would have listened but blinded to the lust of my eyes i left u.
u told me u will not always be there to clean my mess anymore Had i known i would have listened to u
now u are gone to a place where i can never call or u answer
i took the time we had for granted oh how i wish i could still say the things my heart longs to say
i hurt u teddy and I'm sorry
if u only knew how much i loved u, how much i depended on u. but now all i can speak to is ur memory.

this is for all who have felt the pain of losing a loved one due to ego or sheer foolishness.