I Can't...But I Will...soon

You're trying to avoid me, I know
And I think you're making progress on it.
But me, I think I can't make it
I can't forget those sweet moments
And it seems I can't really avoid you.

Even if I'm trying not to think of you
You're the first person that comes to my mind
Whenever I wake up each morning
And you're the last person I think of
Before I close my eyes in the evening.

I don't know where I stand now in your life;
I'm not sure if I'm still special to you;
I'm not even sure if you want to see;
Thinking about you now makes me sad;
Though there's joy, but it hurts my heart.

Each day without you is so strange to me
I'm becoming crazy thinking about you
How can I forget you, oh how can I
When everything around me reminds me of you?