Being in love with you!

Every day i wake up
To saddness and despair
As i try to hold my head up
Life is so unfair!

It has taken me so long
To get where i am today
But its not good enough
what can i say?

There never comes a day
You don't cross my mind
And i hate that i love you
But its not as if i am blind

I know perfectly well
That you are not meant with me
I know that you've moved on
And i am Mrs. to be

But i can't shake the jealousy
When i see you with her
That turning in my stomach
The memories racing in a blur

When that used to be me
And you loved it that way
Now i'm nothing
There's nothing i can say

I can't change your mind
And deep down i dont want to
But i can't help
Being in love with you!