I always sit & wonder

I always sit & wonder
If i will ever be happy
Life is so sour
So many disappointments
When you live in a h*ll of a nightmare
Your dreams are never the same

But life isn't fair
So why am i complain
Nobody cares & i sure don't want to Waste nobody's time

So i am about to change
Today i am going to let the sun shine

So i made up my mide
Today is the new begin
of better days

Afraid of my own fears
Tell me thats not me
Thats not what i wanna be
I cant let the fears
start to judge my point of view

I am just waiting for somebody to come & rescue me

I am just going to leaving old sh*t behind
And move on with my life

And now all I see for me is better days