Lewis Joe Taylor;
There's one thing you've showed me, one thing I was starting to doubt really existed. You showed me what it's really like to be loved, and I'd really like to thank you for that.You're not the first person to ever say they loved me, but oddly enough I never once felt the way I feel when the words dance off your lips. With you everything in the world makes sence, you take me for what I really am. I don't have to change a single thing,you accept me for me. I remember all the way up to our very first hello, the first time I ever saw your face..I remember the way I acted following that day to. I apologize for that. I was in the guard your heart mode, and I was in no shape to let anybody in for anything more then "friends". After awhile you eventually gave up, we quit talking all together, you moved on and I was still stuck on single, happy as can be. Then one day down the road, I texted you... after blowing me off for an hour or so, you came and spent some time with me. That night I saw something in you I never noticed before, and I knew you were someone I'd like to get to know, so I kept in touch. A day or so later I invited you over to my house, we eventually started seeing eachother daily. One day you asked me to be yours.. I felt it was a rush so I said not yet and that we should wait. Little did I know my "bestfriend" was going to go and say the things she said to me,putting you down the way she did in the text messages you saw in my phone. Her words meant nothing to me,but they meant something to you, the following day you told me she was right and that you thought we should just be friends. That night I layed in bed thinking about everything that happened. Honestly I was sad, you had become something special to me in the short amount of time, and the thought of us just being friends,going nowhere.. it was kinda hard to handle I'll admit. You have no idea how I felt the next day, when your text came in telling me you were wrong and that you really wanted to continue talking to me.. that you liked me,reguardless of what people thought, of course I agreed :). That night you asked me the same question you had asked me a few days before, this time with no hesitation I said yes. The next day you came over, it was just you,miranda,robert & I here because my family was at the hospital while my sister was in labor. That night, we went all the way. I remember sitting outside with you after it taking place, you were holding me in your arms, I was just sitting there with a blank face when you asked me what was wrong. I didn't tell you, I played it off as if it was really nothing.. but I was sitting there under the impression I had just made a big mistake. Everything about you I found so interesting, I didn't want it all to be over because of my foolishness; but that night you spent the night with me.Laying in your arms that night I realized you weren't like all the rest. Soon after that I realized I loved you, not feeling the need to jump into things I bite my lip. Not long after, I was with my friend Miranda, we were walking around town, and you were at home. I was texting you off of her phone, and I suddenly found the nerve to tell you " I thought I loved you" your reply is what really surprised me. You told me you loved me, I had to have been the happiest girl in the world. In time, more things come to surface.. you get to know people more. The more I get to know you, the more I grow to love you. You truly are my something amazing, and for you I'd do anything, anything in this world. You truly are my other half, the one person I want to always be right by my side, the one person to always be in my life. I love you.<3
