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by alexandra Jun 19, 2004 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I can't do this anymore i have no more energy i smile and laugh all day and I'm the only one who knows the real me I'm the best actress you've ever seen i can fool all of you i can make you believe this smile i can make you believe everything i do hell, i can fool myself it's hard not to believe that maybe I'm not perfect that maybe this isn't me so I'd like to introduce you to a very close person i know I'll warn you first, she's usually very low she's very weird she's completely different from me she makes mistakes and cries constantly her father abuses her and her sister wishes her dead she cuts her wrists until all she can see is red she's unwanted and unloved she's a loser and is unseen she doesn't trust anyone, not even me she's depressed and misunderstood she messes up everything she doesn't do anything she should she's sad and angry she's an outcast and lonely so ladies and gentlemen, I'd like to introduce, me.