Who am i ?

For so long, i used to believe.

The girl in the mirror used to be me.

I look at her now, her face stained

with tears, somethings on her mind.

Nightmares , worry and fears.

Her stressed out smile,

The way she bats her eyes,

Crystal clear, Drown in tears,

her hazel eyes.

Spread over her nose, Freckles dot her face.

Shes looks so scared, so out of place.

I wonder whats wrong,

Whys shes fighting not to cry.

I look at her face, She mumbles " at-least i tried"

This cant be me, she looks so alone.

I see her push her hair in her face,

so ashamed, she looks disgraced.

I see her smile, but i cant tell whats behind it.

Her memory's so clear, a story, but you'll never

find it.

She wants to collapse,

She no longer whats to breath.

The monster Ive become,

This cant be me.

The tired eyes, that stare right back,

I see her mask, and boy is it cracked.

Shes dripping with misery.

And Depression dose loom,

Oh how her fake smile lights up the room.

Her faced lowered to the floor, She

Silently cried.

Who am i now? This girl i despise?

What happened to her smile?

Why is it so fake,

I look in to the mirror,

Shes just about to break.

And as she wipes the tears from her

eyes, and Turns off the light,

Looks back one time, and whispers goodbye.