Liar

How can you help me ?

When you cant help your self?

Looking for awensers,

Serching threw memories

ive shoved to the back

of the shelf.

I let you down,

I try to understand.

I guess i was lost from

the start.

You temporairly held my hand.

You felt i was a project.

You realized you couldnt have fixed.

Can you tell me, is there

something, anything at all you miss?

Im just a liar, with not a word spoke.

Im telling you im ok, but im really broke.

Cant you see the cracks?

I know the darkness bleeds threw.

What can i say, when i know you do?

All my dirty little secrets,

I guess its time to come clean.

Im sorry for all the things ive denied,

Help me wipe this slate, let me retry.

I know whats about to come,

Is nothing like before,

Please just give me a chance,

My exsuse's are much more.

Ill explain to you why,

But you just have to believe,

I know its hard, when

Nothing i have said was the real me.