Sick of seeing you with her
when I know what shes all about
I'm the one that you deserve
but the way you look at her fills me with so much doubt
friends we've become
but nothing more will come through
I know shes all you'll ever think about
why try when theres nothing I can do?
It seems that question answered itself
as now its coming very clear
telling myself "I love him"
threatens my heart, bursting into tears
realizing what my reality was
and seeing how truly sad I was inside
but how it was right, and my biggest fear
for all these months, I had lied
lying to myself, and no one else
f**ked in the head, reasons I can't explain
trying to get over knowing, shes who you want
asking my heart, hoping, its all just a game
