When I was little I always wanted to know you
Even though I had nightmares about you
Even though noone had anything nice to say about you
Even though you had nothing to do with me
I would wake up crying at night
I would "try" to defend you against my siblings
I meet you and what do I find?
That you're a worth less piece of shit!
Everything that was said About you,...was true
It wasn't the fact we just didn't get along!
I couldn't stand ANYTHING about you!
It ain't my fault,you got drunk and got locked up
So stop blaming me for your mistakes!
I mean hell,..You've only been around me for 4.5 months!
Don't you feel sorry about yourself?
Blaming the only child you have that's almost grown up
That has ever wanted to meet you
Ever wanted to give a crap about you?
You say I'm dead to you
If i'm dead to you,..then why try knowing what i do?
What i do in mii life,who I talk to
None of it is any of your business
I want you to stay out of mii life
Out of mii business
Stop asking questions
It's a new year..Forget I exist as your news years resolution!
This is not the best..I was just angry and I needed to write.But this is all true and The feelings are true.I do wish he'd forget I exist,and stay out of my life
