Depression.

I don't understand,
what is wrong with me.
nobody notices,
nobody can see.

Ive been really sad,
always feeling down.
and sometimes when people talk to me,
i cant make a sound.

what is wrong with me?
why do i feel this way?
it seems to be getting worse,
day after day.

i cant find a reason,
why I'm feeling like this.
is it just who i am?
or is it something i miss?

the only time I'm happy,
is when hes around.
when hes not here,
into depression i drown.

i just want to be happy,
so why cant i?
i find myself always feeling,
like I'm going to cry.

why is it so hard,
for me to be happy anymore?
the depression is sinking in,
right to the very core.

maybe i get it from my mom,
could it be a family trait?
i hope that it goes away,
before its too late.

i don't understand,
what is wrong.
and why these feelings of sadness,
are lasting so long.

please someone help,
take this feeling away.
i don't think ill be able to take it,
if its here everyday.