Is it me that makes me unhappy ? or is it the world that surronds me, the people around me or is it me ?
i want to know why i cry, lie, pray so much " god i want to die" whats stopping me from being happy ?? why does it hurt to smile , laugh and play when everyday is a battle when everyday is a struggle when everyday it pains to wake up just knowing im still alive. it dosent matter if i lie in bed all day it doesnt make me dead the day still goes on the time still passes by my heart does slowy cry. and i ask why " im still breathing" can hell be any harder than my life. am i the one making my self suffer ??
Is it me that makes me unhappy ? or is it the world that surronds me, the people around me or is it me ?
