That feeling of "i seriously give up" takes over my head,
hands quit moving,
life stands still,
the thought of just running away and never coming back sounds so good,
even though i have loved ones here,
they don't matter,
no one does,
you can't live only for me when i don't want to live for myself,
you can't pull that "Your all i have",
you can never own someone,
its only a mindset,
in all reality you are made to feel like its love,
loves fake and so are smiles,
look someone in the eye,
look at the falseness in there eyes when you hear those magic words "i love you",
its all fake and i don't care anymore,
everyone is a cheater,
even if they say there are not,
i am a cheater,
lies flow out of my mouth so frequently i can't keep track,
wonder when they find out,
i am a cheater too.
