Why???!!!

Why? that's all i want to know. why did you decided to walk out of my life? was it all a game for you? every time you told me you loved me, was it a lie? you made me so many promises and one by one you decided to not keep them. unlike you, i haven't broke a single promise. I promised i loved you and i still do, i promised you that you'd always number one in my life, and you continue to be my number one. I've promised so much more, yet broken not even one! in your eyes, I'm just a friend, but in my eyes, you're my life. i don't understand how something so great just out of no where became nothing? please explain to me what i did wrong, what did i do so wrong that made you break my heart into tiny pieces? i just need to know why?I toss and turn all night wondering what I did to make it go all wrong? I'm sorry for not being able to make you happy. That's something I have to deal with now. It hurts to know that the one person that i thought actually loved me and cared about me was all a lie...but hey, i give you props, you really played the game better than any other guy I've came across. You achieved breaking the stone wall i had build around my heart, and worked your way to the very end. Once you realized you had past that level of your game, decided to keep playing. your last mission was to break my heart and make me feel worthless. congratulations, you accomplished it.