I pushed and pushed all my emotions away so much that when i should show them i cant, i am a heartless person so they say, but I'm not really heartless i just cant find it cuz it is surrounded by pain and feelings that are just waiting for the door to open to go through, but it wont open because it is locked, and i cant find the key, i keep trying and trying but i keep screwing up and looken like a bigger heartless person even more when i try to show some emotions by faking to show people i care....but it just isn't working, i been through to much to care, but i try, because i wish i could care....
