I'm Done

I look at her picture every single day,
even before she was so far away.

Never did I ever want to let go,
together I thought that our hearts would grow.

In my heart I feel a vast emptiness,
whereas she was my only source of happiness.

I'm merely trying to live without her presence,
I mourn the loss of her true essence.

All I want to do is feel whole again,
I just don't know, where to begin.

For she was my soul mate there is no doubt,
my heart, I'll have to live without.

Nothing really matters to me anymore,
this is a pain I simply can't endure.

I wish I could find the strength, it must be within,
just want to be happy as I once have been.

I wish I could find the way, to let her know,
that I never ever wanted to let go.

I don't want to be sad and I'm tired of crying,
for ever since she left, I feel like I'm dying.

The loss I'm suffering, I wish I could explain it,
only her heart.....I wish I could obtain it.

There is nothing left for me, doubt that she cares,
being without her is like living nightmares.

Never did I think, in my wildest dreams,
my heart could be captured, so it seems.

I thought our everlasting life had finally begun,
only to find out we are ultimately done.

~Brijaal Dana