Hands held back
Head full of anger
Dressed in black
Venom on the tip of my tongue
Stomach filled with vomit
Eyes seeking blood
Finger tips itching for a blade
Veins flushing with pain
Heart pounding from anxiety
Shoulders shivering from freezing
Ears flushing burning red
Dearth of depression Darkness slipping into my spirit
Tears flowing from bloodshot eyes
Stitches tearing away from scars
Dizzy flashes
Death threating headaches
Heat flashes
Unforgiving and contritful mistakes
Diminishing on the inside
Divulging off life's ride
Clambering brick walls
Contemplating ghastly falls
Erupting words of hate
Lost feeling of fate
Stepping on brimstones
Entwined with lost souls
I'm on the road to insanity
Theres no road to emerge
It's life's fantasy