I wake up fine
i go to bed crying
Everyday
why does this happen?
This aching pain doesn't go away
along with my temptation
to cut my hurt away
punch my anger gone
and cry my tears out
is this how life's going to be?
Knives an misery?
If so i don't want to be here long
i want this pain long gone
but I'm stuck in this personal hell
why cant i leave this depression cell?
confined in my to own pain
i just Cant escape
i barely try though.
Am i addicted to pain
or am i just not trying hard enough? :\