But i came back
and when you saw me, i was soaking.
Soaking in tears, soaking in blood, soaking in hate.
I hate this.
I go to hug you, i missed you.
I hold on tight but your grip is loose.
I cried for you, i lied for you
the least you can do is miss me too..
I pull away from the hug
take a step back.
I look u up and down,
you're still intact.
You look tired and your eyes are weary.
Your eyes are red, but not from crying.
Your tired, but I'm not the reason you lost sleep..
I'm not your reason for anything.
So now i try to look into your soul,
with one last hope.
But as i search deeper, i find walls and barriers,
roadblocks Ive never encountered in you before.
My knees give out and i crumple,
double over at your feet and cry out in pain.
You stare down at me, eyes full of sorrow.
Because you must feel sorry...
You don't know what happened, you loved me yesterday..
I know what happened, your love decided to up and dissipate.
I can see in my mind's eye, your love for me leaving.
It's a soft gray smoke, like it was never that strong anyway.
So now we know, we know the truth.
All those things you said, were exaggerations.
The things i said, gross understatements.
The truth comes out, Ive always loved you more.
It kills me inside, but I'm not heading for the door.
Instead of being trapped with you, I'm locked outside your walls.
I'm yours forever baby, but my heart shatters now, and all the fragments fall..
