What you dont see

The pain nobody knows,
Is the pain nobody sees.
It is the pain I keep inside,
So that nobody will see.
How much I hate who I am,
How long Ive wanted to die.
How I am slowly starting,
To realize that my life is a lie.
So now I want to say goodbye,
To everything inside.
Everything holding me down,
All the things making me want to die.
I know Ill never be free,
What you don't know is that Ill never let you see.