So elusive, always slipping past,
watching the clock hands ticking fast.
yet all around me, things pause and slow.
of this revelation, there's no letting go.
time moves faster then we know,
quickly falling before she goes,
on to tell you your time's run short.
this empty vessel is leaving this port.
how can I move on?
not sure the choice is mine.
these lucid thoughts strangle my brain like a vine.
overgrown and slowly killing,
over my lips emotions spilling.
try to restrain it, I must refrain in,
giving into temptation of letting the pain in.
cause in my soul there's no more room,
to fill it all with doom and gloom.
wish I could sweep it under the rug,
but I am lost without a broom.
I never give up waiting for something that is real
tired of being cold hearted I just want to feel
what its like, to have somebody by your side
who never lies and is always ready to ride
who always smiles because you're there
who doesn't need to ask questions because she cares,
enough to know your always honest,
and that I couldn't break a single promise.
that I only have eyes, if you're in my sight.
and I can only fall asleep, if you're there that night.
who knows when I sleep, she exists in my dreams,
and whose kiss could tear my heart apart at the seems.
but she is only a dream,
and this pain is far too real.
like I belong to someone,
is all that I want to feel.
