As the sun rises my heart stops beating
I feel lonely,like every thing around is already dead
Yet it alive,is it a image
or is it reality?
What ever this occurance is,
It has me thinking.....
Im always crying,always sheding blood
I look for happiness,but it never comes;
For a split second its there in front of my own two eyes,just as fast as it come along
It vanishes......
Why does this occur?
What is the reasoning behind these actions?
Will life ever let me forget about my past fully or will the pain be with me will the end?
Questions I've been searching for the answers to for the longest time,
I guess that I should go on even though I feel like its my time!!!