Love find me

Why is it my heart get's broken everytime i let it back open?why is it they can't stay focused?everytime one come's I'm wishing and hoping that they can stay faithful but it never comes true bro's do me wrong with all that I do i treat them right buy them things and listen when they need to be heard but when they doing the dirt they cant think of a word but I'm stay single and let my mind explore hoping to never fall fast or get close anymore maybe one day it just might be but from here on out ima let love find me