The feeling of loss is present,
for several years that have passed,
as if something has been missing,
yet not knowing when it disappeared.
The mind is a wonderful thing,
allowing one to continue on with life,
yet absent all the while it happens,
subconsciously waiting to arise to clarity.
Limited to minimal abilities of function,
caused a disruptive quake within myself,
further setting forth a calling inside,
for the part that lost sight of the path.
Now awakened to this life I live,
realizing the damage that occurred,
my path now is to find my true self,
to feed my hunger for life.