Why cant I cry?
Feel like I wanna die.
My feelings are wrong.
I am not gone.
I should be happy.
And have no reason to not be free.
But I'm more unhappy now than I have been in a long time.
Nothing will help, not even to rhyme.
So please help me from myself.
I could cause more serious damage to more than my pulse.
My friend I know you have more valid reasons than me.
But don't you see that I love thee.
My life is worth nothing without you there.
And I know that you shouldn't have to care.
So don't.
And I wont.
I love you my dear.
And even through all of my fears.
You will never know.
What your love means to my soul.
I want you to live your life.
With more than just a knife.
And know that I love you.
And I hope that you see.
Again.
My friend.
Try to defend.
And maybe one day you'll mend.
