No Heartbeat

Wasting away in these shadows
As my rationale thoughts dissolve away in the wind
Crawling on my hands and knees
Struggling to find some rapture for what I've sinned

My life, left unlived for so damn long
I sometimes forget I have a heartbeat
Pain consuming my every breathe
Patiently waiting for my final defeat

I cannot wait for this to get better
I cannot deal with this anymore
Haunting me behind closed eyes
Refusing to heal these wounds so sore

Life just doesn't get any better
Life just isn't worth all this grief
I was born into a world I didn't ask for
And now all I want is some relief